Ever get to that point where you just want to say screw it and throw your hands up, I'm almost at that point. The last couple of weeks have been a true test of my military bearing. I'm at a point of the deployment where nothing can go right. I've got Soldiers that have lost their freaking minds and think they can do what ever they want. I don't remember in all of my military career of a time when Soldiers had such disrespect for the military in general. Someone give me the strength and military bearing to survive the next couple weeks until I get out of here. I'm not getting the support I need by the command I'm attached to right now and my higher command is gunning for me it seems like. Luckily I have a great Company Commander and First Sergeant that knows what I'm capable of doing but. The command I'm attached to sees it if to email my higher every time some little thing goes wrong with one of my Soldiers. This in turn gets Brown out of proportion and I can not do my job to fix it before it gets out of control. I guess that's the difference between the Army and the Navy, in the Army we trust our NCOs to fix and solve problems.........
I know I haven't blogged as much as I said I was going to but I feel better just venting here.
